I'm having a lot of anxiety and I feel it turning to depression about feeling avoided or left out. I feel really alone in this world and I know I'm not the only one. I can't be.
Maybe I require more attention than I thought I did but it's hard when you're at home, alone, all day, almost every day without human interaction. You get inside your head too much. It's like being paranoid and abandoned all at once, just waiting on history to repeat itself.
But in reality, if you know someone you love is in that position, wouldn't you want to make sure they're ok? I don't think it's an imposition to send a text saying hey. Do people really just care that little about one another?
I'm sure I'm exaggerating, or maybe I'm not. I don't know.
